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यो एक वर्षमा मेरो पहिलो पटक घर थियो।

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केवल नौ महिनामा, मेरो एक्लोपन

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आमाले एक जना मानिसलाई भेटेर विवाह गरिन्

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उसलाई। तिमीलाई साँचो भन्नको लागि, मैले गरेन

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त्यो गर्मीमा घर आउन चाहन्छु।

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मैले यो कहिल्यै आशा गरेन। म कहिल्यै

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उहाँलाई अपेक्षा गरे। ओह,

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हे, तिमी एम्बर हुनुपर्छ। मेरी आमा हुनुहुन्थ्यो

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मैले भेटेको सबैभन्दा बुद्धिमान व्यक्ति।

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मलाई थाहा छैन उसले यो मान्छेमा के देख्यो।

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तिमीलाई भेटेर खुशी लाग्यो।

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ओह, गेज, मलाई माफ गर्नुहोस्। यहाँ, मलाई तपाईं चाहिन्छ

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त्यहाँ आफ्नो हात लिनुहोस्। माफ गर्नुहोस्, यो हो

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थोरै फोहोर।

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धन्यवाद। हो, मेरो खुशी।

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त्यसैले तिम्री आमाले मलाई तिमी पढ्दै छौ भन्नुहुन्छ

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साहित्य। Russian literature. खैर,

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मलाई यसको बारेमा केही थाहा छैन। यो हो। सुन्दर

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बेकार। जे भए पनि, तिम्रो आमा

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अझै पनि तिमीमा गर्व छ। धन्यवाद।

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I you're not. तिमी त्यो होइनौ जस्तो म

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प्रतिक्षा गरिरहेको थियो । त्यसैले। No, there's

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घर वरिपरि मेरो तस्बिरहरू।

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ठीक छ, हो, तर ती हुन्, तपाईंलाई थाहा छ, कहिले

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you were younger. तपाईंलाई थाहा छ, तपाईं सबै हुनुहुन्छ

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अहिले हुर्किएको छ। म?

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हो। तिमी अहिले कति वर्षको छौ?लगभग

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22. हो, हेर्नुहोस्, त्यहाँ जानुहोस्। मेरो

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सुन्दर सौतेनी छोरी, 22 वर्ष

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old, all grown up.

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My mom didn't really tell me what you

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do. Oh, I, yeah, a

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little bit of everything and a

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little bit of nothing. के हो

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that mean?I'm a handyman. Oh, my

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mom could use someone like that around

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the house. Yeah, what about

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तिमी?

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मलाई थाहा छैन। I'm feeling kind of tired.

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It was a long trip. Yeah, of course.

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Well, your room hasn't been touched, so.

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यो

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was nice to meet you, Amber.

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My heart was beating fast. म

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almost thought I was dying, but if I was

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dying, it was a beautiful death.

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I didn't like him. I wouldn't like him.

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But he was handsome in an ugly

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kind of way. There's

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no denying it. He was a real

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मान्छे। The first real man I

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ever met in my life.

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Coffee. I've never really

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had a taste for it. छैन।

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I can't get my day started with a cup of

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Joe here. So what are you, what

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are you up to?Just reading some

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short stories. What do Russians

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write about anyway?A lot of

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murder and longing.

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Well, I would have thought it would have

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been about, you know. Abortion vodka.

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There's a lot of that too. तपाईं किन हुनुहुन्छ

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looking at me like that?

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I'm just trying to figure you out. के

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do you mean?Well, a

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girl like you. ए

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girl like me?

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केही पर्दैन। I'm not a kid. भन्नुहोस्

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मलाई। Well, it's

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just a girl like you, you know, where I'm

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बाट। She wouldn't be lost

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in a book. म गर्दिन

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only read.

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Boyfriend?I

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had a boyfriend, but

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he broke up with me.

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Oh, it'd be crazy to break up with you.

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You're supposed to say that. No. I'm

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serious. If you were plain, then yeah

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maybe I'd tell you something like your

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expectations are too high. But you?No.

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I'm not that pretty.

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You are one of the most beautiful girls

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that I have ever seen.

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And besides your mother, of course.

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I'm going to go get some work done

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outside.

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ओह। धन्यवाद। I thought you might be

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thirsty. Yeah, you might be right.

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So do you get bored

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just hanging out here by yourself?

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I guess a little bit.

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Well, if you want to ever have some

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people over, your mom and I don't mind. म

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don't really have many friends around

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here. They're all back east. तपाईंले गर्नुभएन

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grow up with any friends?None that

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stayed around here.

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What about you?Do you have many

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girlfriends before my mom?

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I, you know, a few here and there.

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Nothing too serious. तपाईं

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seem like a bit of a flirt to me.

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Do I?

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Maybe I am. It was

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always just me and my mom around.

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Never really had any men around.

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What about all the all the boyfriends you

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told me about?Uh, they were

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just boys.

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थाहा छ,

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a girl like you should stay away from

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older men. म

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know what I'm doing.

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You're a smart girl. I'm sure you do.

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Would you even know what to do with an

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old man?Uh,

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म...

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कृपया।

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म तिमीलाई चाहन्छु।

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Be careful what you wish for.

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My whole body was on fire, like a million

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little matches were set off all at once.

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I was mad with desire, but I didn't know

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what to do. I didn't know what I had

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awoken.

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Amber, I'm sorry. म

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shouldn't have done that.

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कृपया। Are you okay?Are you all right?

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राम्रो।

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It's Ed.

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I thought, I thought you'd been, you

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know, with men before. You're a college

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girl. माफ गर्नुहोस्। I've

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never met anyone like you.

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You're a young, beautiful girl.

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I'm old enough. त्यो सहि हो।

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So stop treating me like a

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child, please.

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I will continue to treat you like the

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strong, powerful, beautiful young

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woman that you are. म?

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हो।

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I shouldn't have done that. What if

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your mother finds out?She won't.

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I won't tell.

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A dream of your hands.

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Do you dream of me?

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I shouldn't. तर तिमी

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do. तपाईं हुनुहुन्छ

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so beautiful.

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Am I?Yes.

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मलाई थाहा छैन। I was always the

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smart one.

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Exactly. ExactlySoCan't you

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understand like why we can't be together?

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Well, don't you like me?Emma,

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म तिमीलाई माया गर्छु। म माया गर्छु

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you so much.

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Then show me.

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You know I want to, but... Don't

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think about it.

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Just...

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You won't hurt me. I know, but

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you're so delicate. I'm not that

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delicate. Trust me.

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You are.

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Be honest with me. You've been with a man

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before, right?I have.

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तर। तर

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not a man like you.

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Oh, honey.

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कृपया। I'm so bored

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here. All alone and unloved.

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Boredom is not a valid

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reason, just a fuckIt

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is for me. तपाईं हुनुहुन्छ

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just full of surprises, aren't you?I have

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थप। Let me show you. सानो

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girl, where did you come from?

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From your dreams. छन्

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you sure you want this?There's nothing.

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म थप चाहन्छु। Yeah, well,

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you better be sure because you're the...

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type of girl who could have some pretty

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big consequences.

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मलाई भन्नुहोस्। You are the type of girl

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that a man would ruin his life.

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Tafak. देखाउनुहोस्

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मलाई।

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You see what I mean?I'm not

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afraid of you.

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You say that now, but...

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I want this. म

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promise. मैले भर्खर...

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धैर्य गर्नुहोस्।

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So perfect.

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I'm being so

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delicate.

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Worship this perfect body. तपाईं

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know it's perfect, don't you?I

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don't know. It is.

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You've

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seen all my spit all

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over so good.

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Oh my God, I love how

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hard you are. नगर्नुहोस्

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रोक्नुहोस्। Don't stop. StopPlease keep going.

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There

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तिमी जाउ। मलाई हेर।

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मलाई हेर। Yes, yes, yes, yes

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Oh, fuck

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Yes, yes, yesThat's so good.

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हो।

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हे भगवान। त्यो हो

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so good. Yes, yes, yes

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Yes, Daddy. Can you say that?Yes, Daddy.

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You give me that cock so good, Daddy.

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Please don't

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stop,

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Daddy. Please don't stop. That's so

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राम्रो।

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Do it for me. ओह,

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yes, Daddy. आउनुहोस्

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on, let go.

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म छु

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gonna stop.

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Oh, yes,

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yesBye. जस्तै

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that, just like that. I'm gonna come

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again, Daddy. I'm gonna come again.

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Oh, that's what I

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चाहनुहुन्छ।

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Oh, fuck yes. ओह,

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you're so perfect.

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Oh

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my God. ओहो मेरो

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भगवान। You let me come. म तिमीलाई चाहन्छु

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to come inside of me. म चाहन्छु

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feel it. म

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गर्न चाहन्छ

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feel that come

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inside of me.

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Oh, fuckHere it comes.

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Here it

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comes. Here it

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comes.

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Oh, fuck you.

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म

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keep saying it. Oh, fuck

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हो

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It only happened once that summer.

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After that, Ryan found some excuse to

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work in town. I barely saw him.

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Mom never suspected a thing. All the

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better. He was hers, and I could

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tell she loved him dearly. I loved him

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too, but... Our love was never

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meant to last. I liked it better that

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way. A beautiful dream.